It all started with a stupid story.
A stupid story, and my life was altered forever.
A stupid story, and my life was altered forever.
Honestly, I don't even know why I'm so lonely, but I am, so I'll get this out through this post.
Because of stupid academic commitments, my sisters Louise and Victoria can't talk with me that often. I'd hate to admit this, but yes, I miss them...So much. :(
Within this last week, we've grown really close to each other.I'd come home in a really bad mood, but the moment I read their message,I'd instantly feel better.They're like real sisters to me, only we're so far apart.
They serve like my anti-depressant.Oftentimes, I'm lonely and hopeless, and then they'd come cheering me up. They never fail to remind me how beautiful life is. I've never really known them that long, but already, they're a part of my life that I would never forget.
Now that we're not talking that much, I'm back to my usual self. I miss Vicky's Coke induced energy. I miss being brutal to Louise when she tries to steal Jasper. I miss giggling at the slight mention of Pork Adobo. I miss running after Louise whenever she runs away because of the Diamond Studded Disco Stick. I miss them so much. Without them, I feel like my life is so dull, predictable, and boring. Where they are is where the fun is at. Now that they're not around, I'm starting to realize how I can't possibly go on a day without them.
To others, this may seem a little dramatic. You might say, 'yeah right, you miss them, you only met them online, get over it'. It's not that simple, and I don't wish it was. I deeply care for these girls. I really consider them my own sisters. We might not have been born on the same country in the same family, but that doesn't really matter to me. All I know is that I love them, and if anyone ever messes with them, you'd have to face my wrath.
Vicky, Louise, I understand why you're not here to talk to me today. Don't get me wrong, okay? I'm just writing this to pass the time cause I really really miss you so much. Gosh, I guess I've been too dependent on you. Maybe because I have not much friends in school. You two are my best friends right now. I always look forward to going home because I enjoy every minute of talking with you. The hardest thing is saying goodbye or goodnight, cause I don't know when I can talk with you again.
Maybe I'm just addicted. My sister and i are pretty close, too, but there are some things I can't tell her, not like you. We can talk about everything and we'd never run out of topics even until the sun comes up, and still, I wouldn't be tired. I could spend a whole day sitting on my bedroom floor, laughing with you and I wouldn't mind at all. That's how connected I am to you.
I wish I live there so that we could hang out together. It's fun talking with you over the computer, but sometimes I can't help but imagine what it would be like to actually visit your home on a Sunday afternoon and just hang out and have tea, watch a movie,take a walk around the neighborhood, or shop together.I really, really miss you guys. :(
I hope to talk to you again SOON, please. It's so hard going on a day without you. Please make it soon. If you don't hear from me in the next three days, please contact my family, as I might have died of loneliness.
Love you.
Ate (Big Sister)
Because of stupid academic commitments, my sisters Louise and Victoria can't talk with me that often. I'd hate to admit this, but yes, I miss them...So much. :(
Within this last week, we've grown really close to each other.I'd come home in a really bad mood, but the moment I read their message,I'd instantly feel better.They're like real sisters to me, only we're so far apart.
They serve like my anti-depressant.Oftentimes, I'm lonely and hopeless, and then they'd come cheering me up. They never fail to remind me how beautiful life is. I've never really known them that long, but already, they're a part of my life that I would never forget.
Now that we're not talking that much, I'm back to my usual self. I miss Vicky's Coke induced energy. I miss being brutal to Louise when she tries to steal Jasper. I miss giggling at the slight mention of Pork Adobo. I miss running after Louise whenever she runs away because of the Diamond Studded Disco Stick. I miss them so much. Without them, I feel like my life is so dull, predictable, and boring. Where they are is where the fun is at. Now that they're not around, I'm starting to realize how I can't possibly go on a day without them.
To others, this may seem a little dramatic. You might say, 'yeah right, you miss them, you only met them online, get over it'. It's not that simple, and I don't wish it was. I deeply care for these girls. I really consider them my own sisters. We might not have been born on the same country in the same family, but that doesn't really matter to me. All I know is that I love them, and if anyone ever messes with them, you'd have to face my wrath.
Vicky, Louise, I understand why you're not here to talk to me today. Don't get me wrong, okay? I'm just writing this to pass the time cause I really really miss you so much. Gosh, I guess I've been too dependent on you. Maybe because I have not much friends in school. You two are my best friends right now. I always look forward to going home because I enjoy every minute of talking with you. The hardest thing is saying goodbye or goodnight, cause I don't know when I can talk with you again.
Maybe I'm just addicted. My sister and i are pretty close, too, but there are some things I can't tell her, not like you. We can talk about everything and we'd never run out of topics even until the sun comes up, and still, I wouldn't be tired. I could spend a whole day sitting on my bedroom floor, laughing with you and I wouldn't mind at all. That's how connected I am to you.
I wish I live there so that we could hang out together. It's fun talking with you over the computer, but sometimes I can't help but imagine what it would be like to actually visit your home on a Sunday afternoon and just hang out and have tea, watch a movie,take a walk around the neighborhood, or shop together.I really, really miss you guys. :(
I hope to talk to you again SOON, please. It's so hard going on a day without you. Please make it soon. If you don't hear from me in the next three days, please contact my family, as I might have died of loneliness.
Love you.
Ate (Big Sister)
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