I`m going to smile and make you think I`m happy, I`m going to laugh, so you don`t see me cry, I`m going to let you go in style, and even if it kills me- I`m going to smile.

Because sometimes,I see you looking at me when I am sad,and guilt registers in your eyes.

That was not the emotion I needed for you to feel.Instead of guilt and pity,I want you to feel hurt when I am sad.I want to see in your eyes that you regret ever being the reason for my tears...that's what I want, and nothing else. Just keep it to yourself if it's something else.