Sunday, March 23, 2014

I'm learning more and more how important it is to be able to control myself with the things I say, especially when I'm mad. I always end up feeling guilty and hating myself for being mean and for thinking out loud all the time, but now, I can proudly say that I'm starting to be more mature and responsible verbally, because words can cut people to pieces more than any physical trauma can.

I hope I can continue this and only improve it with time. It feels really good to know that I'm doung my best to be a better person.

Saturday, March 15, 2014

with a sudden rush, i feel
your name scraping up against
the left side of my brain
unexpectedly, you slice
through the walls of my silent fortress
and now with your eyes on me
your lips speaking my name
so sinfully, your melody
my shell trembles
hope springs
and i let you in
through the bloodstained door
where yesterday
i bled