Although Your Heart Is Mine, It's Hollow Inside.

I'm multitasking. Listening to Yiruma, downloading Gossip Girl episodes, and watching The Secret Garden on Youtube.

I'm so tired, I just want to sleep but my eyes won't close. I feel so lonely. I regret doing a lot of things and I just keep wondering, had anything happened differently, would I still be in this situation now? I guess not. I just want everything to be okay already. It's selfish and unfair, but I want to skip the confrontation part.

I get hungry a lot these days. I've not been eating well, I must admit, but I don't mind it at all.

I'll stop pretending now. I'm not alright....I really don't want to talk about it. I just need a friend.